My girls

I feel so incredibly fortunate to be a mom of two girls and to have another sweet little girl growing in my belly. Now will I be saying this when my sassy girls are in their teenager years?? We will see but I have a feeling I will just love them more than I do right now! When I was getting induced with ruby I remember having all these different emotions and thinking all these different things! Seeing as how they induced me I knew that July 6th 2011 would be the last day that Allyson was my only baby my only girl and it hit be like a ton of bricks… was Allyson going to love her baby sister? We're kyland and I being selfish on wanting/having another baby? Was Allyson going to feel replaced? I was such a wreck at the hospital I would think of Allyson and have a meltdown ( I NEVER cry so it was so odd for me) it was the first time over night that I wasn't there with her. Then my thoughts went to my sweet sweet little ruby! Will I be able to love ruby as much as I love Allyson? Will ruby have as many sweet moments with me like I have had with Allyson? Of course the moment that sweet babygirl was set in my arms and I looked at her I was completely in LOVE all over again. I didn't want anything to happen to this little girl. The first year with both of the girls was very interesting. Allyson is still young I don't think being 2 1/2 gets you a senior citizen discount. We have had to make lots of changes to out routines but we totally are in the swing of things now and I couldn't be happier with how the girls are becoming close and playing like friends! They aren't perfect all the time they are still learning their boundaries and I'm so happy I get to see them grow up together and hopefully just get closer and be the best of friends! Im not as nervous with this 3rd little girl because if I know anything about my girls this next one is going to fit in just perfectly :)