cant

this is my dad holding his "lucy" (lucille is her middle name and only my dad calls her lucy)

he was our first visitor in the hospital

anywho back to the reason of my post lately allyson has been getting so big

i CANT hold her like this anymore

she wont let me

it breaks my heart

but she does give kisses and cuddles when she is sleeping

but i sure do miss the infant smell- brand new baby :)

OCD

so i have and ocd and its with allyson's food/formula :)

this is her shelf and yea its FULL! im just so worried that we will run out

kyland constantly reminds me we have MORE than enough

so
my name is ericka and i have a baby food/formula buying problem :)

wantwantwant!!!!!

so i should be doing primary stuff but... i have a MAJOR add issue :)

lately i keep thinking of all the thing i want and dont get me wrong im so so grateful for everything i have ie (super amazingly hard working HOT funny ATTRACTIVE husband and the most darling little girl i have ever laid my eyes on) but a girl can dream right?!?!?

okay so seriously i NEED one of these and i will get one except i want a lime green one with hot pink and zebra interior AAAHHHH couldnt you totally see allyson wanting her and her friends to take the vdub to homecomings and proms??? forget about party busses

have i mentioned how i cant wait until its ugg season :) kyland hates them but i LOVE my ugg i really want this kind this year not this late color maybe gray??

okay so i totally love this kitchen i love the light cabinets with dark floors

BUT i totally am diggin this retro/modernish one too haha oh the choices all i need is my own kitchen :) annnnd then i have NO clue how i will choose



so this is a closet
yeaaa i said closet and if i had this closet that means i would have enough bags shoes and clothes to fit in it :)
(seriously a couch in a closet)




we to honor my little angel on her 8 month here is a super cute video :)

such a cutie :) at least i think so

weather

the weather is starting to get cooler thank goodness!! i LOVE summer but i have HUGE love for winter :) which means i get to wear my uggs annnnnd allyson gets to wear hers too!!!!

and it also mean football season GO CHARGERS!!! (where can i get a cheerleader outfit)

also can i just say im ADDICTED to sephora and mac & the passionfruit tea lemonade at starbucks OH MY HECK!!!

also the kiehls lip gloss from bath and body i find myself constantly putting it on

so i went for a bike ride today and almost died im a really bad bike rider bummer

im a halloween FREAK i LOVE it i went to target and they are getting the decorations out it makes me so so so excited i could probably buy everything

so im watching teen mom wanting to yell at caitlynn's mother haha

i will leave everyone with a picture of last halloween :)

SO BIG!!!

our baby doll is growing up so much!!! Sunday she will be 8 months so so crazy!! so im doing and early post!! she HATES the flash and for this picture she knew it was coming
yep.. thats allyson STANDING!

her hair is so nuts haha sorry babygirl

she sits up all on her own

eating avacado!!

her big girl cup she LOVES drinking out of straws!!

so at (almost) eight months allyson:
loves her bacon

loves her binkis

loves to have anything that she know she isnt suppose to have

she is such a FAST crawler

she stands up on EVERYTHING!!

she is starting to take out her bows haha it drives me NUTS

she loves her food

her hair is getting so long and light its crazy

i just lovelovelove our babydoll!!!

auntie meesh new ears yea its late...

so my best friend michele moved away to utah

i NEVER see her :/

except when she visits and we LOVEloveLOVE when she does :]

in the summer she performs in utah also so she is just always so so busy im so glad she always makes time to see me

we love you auntie meesh :]]
so seriously allyson doesnt go to ANYONE!!!!!!!

but she loves michele :]]

okay so i FINALLY got allyson's ear's pierced it was horrible aaahhhhh knowing that i was choosing to out allyson through pain broke my heart!!!

before

after- her daddy says she looks like a little lady now :]

i just love this super cute picture of her A-DOR-A-BLE

okay so i know this is a tad late but...

atleast i got to it haha

guess who is 21??

I AM I AM!!! so monday i finally turned the BIG 2-1 woo and where were we?? DISNEYLAND of course haha we had so so much fun!! allyson is always such an awesome girl at disney and so that makes it enjoyable for everyone else she also did so good in the car ( yay babygirl!!!) im so glad i got to spend my birthday at the happiest place on earth!!!



i also am now the very very PROUD owner of an IPHONE 4!!!! woo hoo i just knew asking the birthday fairy would work:]